YO i hope everyone's still alive... honour to the two people reading my blog...
havent been blogging not becos i dint blog but my wireless will disconnect by itself while i type the post so the entry does not successfully get posted up..

well im trying to convince myself that there's no time now for me to get into those bouts of low-self-esteem.... i got prettaye demoralised las night and couldn study at all cos i was so so stressed.... yes SO STRESSED.. if you know me well u will know that i assure people and i look self-assured.. but deep inside im a very insecure and inconfident person..
well it's a double edged sword which i can go on and on abt the good and bad points
but the point is.. there's no time for such stuff now

this CA2.. i dint feel very bad getting bad horrid chem and chin marks which i know will be followed by LA, SS and phy...
las yr was different.. i did do well for my CA2.. relatively i believe.. but i had that insecure feeling
but now.. it's the opposite.. the worse i do the more confident i get.. prolly cos im alr prettaye satisfied with my RT results and it shows that i have not put in much effort in assign. and tasks and whats not.. which doesnt really matter to me...

im worried for my maths now.. the CA2 marks doesnt prove anything.. you have the greatest tendency to slip when you are too confident you know.. im not confident nor complacent.. but insecure i shld say... im betting on my chem maths phy and bio and ss this time..
im leaving my la to god..

dont laugh.. cos i dont even unds how the format of the paper gna be like.. gosh.. and they dont seem interested enough to put up the practice papers they have promised...